Excruciating Grief

This pain is striking inside me

I cannot let go of this 

Time is so slow to heal me 

I wanted to end everything

I wanted to be free from this chain

I can't help but pity myself

I have no tears to shed

It's all in my head...

It is too painful...

Oh, how cruel 'coz my sole enemy

no other than my self

I control all my emotions

Yet, this emotion controls me 
Oh grief, absolve me...

Exonerate me from your world

I want to be free

Free like a bird to fly
Set me free from your uncanny world

Grief, you had enough of me!